It Works.

Yes, I said it.

It Works.

And yes I am part of the company.
I have not concentrated very much on the company to be honest.
I won't sell something that i don't know about.
But it does actually work.
So,  this momma right here is going to jump back in.
I think I'm actually going to try to concentrate on it this time around.
Im not working right now because of my back but maybe that is actually a blessing. My goal is to get into the company full throttle and kick ass so I can make some good money and be able to have a life for my daughter. Yea its a far stretch but I know if I truly try I can do it. It is easy to sell and once i start actually using the products consistently for myself I will be able to show the results I have. Mind you I am no where near having a decent body. I want to get slimmer and feel healthier and that is what Im going to do.  I want to do. I need to do for my health and for my daughter. I know my back is not due to me being chubby but it still will help if I lose some weight.
Anyways they do have some AWESOME products. If you think its a joke then thats on you because it really isn't. I thought it was at first and have decided it definitely isn't. I just hope I can sell it as well as I can cosmetics.
Anyways , when I start actually using the products I will blog about it and keep all y'all up to date  (:

Cerebral Palsy Awareness Month

Oh yes, today is the first day of March which means it is Cerebral Palsy Awareness Month! So in honor of my daughter, who is my everything, I got a tattoo that says Fighter with a green ribbon. MY daughter is definitely a little fighter which is good! It keeps her motivated and determined to do what she is capable of doing. Anyways, she's been sick with a cold for the last week. She's on medicine and stuff too. But I am a little worried about her regression. I know its normal to regress when sick, but she can't even stand on her right leg. The leg will not stretch out properly. Thankfully we have therapy monday so it will be one of my top questions to ask her therapist! If you have any helpful input feel free to comment! It would be greatly appreciated!

On the bright side from being sick and having everyone in the household sick, I finally have a new working computer! Yes I said it a computer that works! My last computer completely just died on me.  So I have been out of a laptop for about a month and its hard for me to type a blog entry from my phone. But now I will be blogging more! if you have google + feel free to add my to your circle!

Does anyone recommend any blogs to follow?
I love reading blogs, just like all of you, so let me know!

I will be writing an entry named Kaylee's Story very soon, I just haven't figured out how to write it yet. So be on the look out for it! :)

Blah blah blah makeup.

If you don't already know... I love makeup .

Let me see, I like a whole lot of makeup lol

My favorite brands would definitely be Mary Kay, benefit, Estée Lauder, and it's a toss up between Clinique and Lancôme.

I use basically everything Mary Kay. They have really come along ways since they started. They are just like the other brands too but since they don't have to pay for overhead, rent, etc, they can charge less for their cosmetics. Being a Mary Kay consultant, you get them a heck of a lot cheaper. 

Now, I do love Benefit as well. I don't use all of their products but I know pretty much all of them. Their POREfessional is pretty amazing for covering pores. And I do like their blush and bronzers but lately I have been using my Lancôme one. Benefits concealer is freaking amazing as well.

Now I do love Estée lauders lipstick and they have good foundation as well. Now Estée Lauder owns Clinique and Mac. So I like their lipsticks as well. Clinique DDML moisturizer is very good. I put that one on first then my Mary Kay one because the DDML get deeper into the skin, and I have dry skin so I need both. 

I have worked with these lines so they all have their pros and cons. If you ever have questions don't feel shy to message me. Trust me, I'm your girl.

Now, my fiancé and I plan on getting married next June 2015. I will be doing my own makeup and possibly hair because I don't trust people with my face. Hair yes. Face no. I'm very picky. Did I mention I'm a makeup artist? I do love it but it definitely has it's downfalls since I don't look like the  "ideal" makeup artist or whatever you want to call it. Yet I can do makeup just as well as the "ideal " ones. 

Chaos and Kaylees 1st steps!!!

I have been so busy the last few days! Sorry I haven't gotten to blog! Ive have spent the last few days cleaning (because Im stressed) and on the phone with doctors and what not. Because I am NOT 21 yet, I am in CCS (California Children Services), the same thing Kaylee is in. Its for children with disabilities, and no i dont have Cerebral Palsy like my daughter, I have a very bad back condition which I was supposed to be getting surgery on Friday. But of course that had to be rescheduled due to being switched into the CCS group. That has screwed everything up. But I wont go on a rant about it right now, that will have to wait.

Music is my outlet

I like what I like.  Plain and simple.

I like country and rap. haahaha white boy rap though, like Mac Miller, Eminem, tmills, etc.

I do like Ariana Grande because her voice is incredible. 

Music just lets my mind not be stressed for a little bit which is so nice.

I am just a ball of stress. 

All the time.

I will work on it. I will try, I want too.

Do you consider yourself a good person?

I feel like Im the worst person in the world.
I truly wish I was a better person.
I wish I had a closer relationship with God.
There are so many things that I cannot change that I wished never happened.
I hope one day things become better.
I feel as if God has punished me my whole life.
Its like Im taking blame for what my mom has done.
But what is done is done and cant be changed.
I just hate how once life is going good, we get struck with something to knock us down.
Theres never just an OK time.
Tragedy strikes my life way too much, and Im not talking about death.
I dont know why I am grounded to where I live.
I feel like I cant handle the change.
But I hate my life where its at right now.
I want to get out and move, but i dont feel like I can.

Cerebral Palsy AWARENESS

Right now there is NO cure for Cerebral Palsy. I believe it is so important to show awareness and atleast educate people on what it is. You CANNOT catch it. You CANNOT get it from someone. Just putting it out there.