I really should throw my phone on the charger but I dont feel like getting up. Once my legs go numb then I will. I have a REALLY bad back, so my legs go numb when I sit -_-
So, my fiance's side of the family is celebrating Kaylees 1st Birthday tomorrow. We are a month and 10 days late. Her birthday was December 20th but with all the chaos of the holidays we decided to wait till later to set up her party. But its really pathetic because my fiance would not commit to a day to celebrate it so his mom finally picked a pretty random weekend to do it. Which is fine by me because he cancelled her first party weekend we picked. Anyways, her theme is Tinkerbell. She LOVES Tinkerbell! Soon, we need to start baking the cupcakes, since tomorrow will be too stressful since all the family will be here. Hopefully theres no fight that will break out since a few of the family members are not getting along. -___- But its her day so I hope people realize that.
Insomnia is going to be the death of me. The fact that I can never sleep and that I consistently have nerve pain down my right leg is really starting to eat away at me. I feel like I'm losing my mind and myself. I dont feel like the original Alison. Who I am. Hopefully surgery will help it and not make it worse. Plus I am not allowed to work, which sucks because I like what I do. I dont really like where I work, but I like making people feel better about themselves? So have you figured out what I am? Nope? Yep? Well I am a makeup artist/consultant/ whatever you want to call it. And i really do love it. I am not one of those stuck up makeup artists either. Since I am "plus size" and so young it honestly makes things harder at work. I will write a different blog about it later.
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