Thinking.

This is whats trailing through my brain...

I really should turn the light on, its quite dark in here.

I wonder if kaylee will sleep through the night?

My hair is pretty freaking dark.

I need a haircut.

I wish the red underneath was redder.

I wonder how many people are coming to Kaylee's birthday party tomorrow?

I hate being treated like a kid.


Yep, basically everything thats on my mind.
Im not real sure what to write about tonight.
I mean I could write about anything.
Im pretty much an open book.

Once you get to know me you will understand the way I am.
But dont judge me now, you dont even know me or my story.
The one thing i dont get is how "Famous" or "Popular" some of these people get.
Like youtubers are just normal people, and viners are just random people.
And even some of the mommas on my social media have like 10k+ followers.

I just dont get it.

They are all normal people.
For example, some of the moms dont even post anything, or they post normal stuff like the rest of us.
The only conclusion I have come up with is.......

They must be prettier, or more attractive, or have peircings, or have tattooes, or somehow a rebellion.
I dont know. I do know Im just your typical teen mom with a child that has Cerebral Palsy.
 But I would rather have no followers and not deal with drama than have a ton and be hated or always having some type a drama going on. Theres too much drama in real life to deal with, why add more stress
from the interenet?

Sorry this post is kinda all over the place, I just kept thinking of stuff. Oh well, i promised myself to post whatever I write and not delete it.