Music is my outlet

I like what I like.  Plain and simple.

I like country and rap. haahaha white boy rap though, like Mac Miller, Eminem, tmills, etc.

I do like Ariana Grande because her voice is incredible. 

Music just lets my mind not be stressed for a little bit which is so nice.

I am just a ball of stress. 

All the time.

I will work on it. I will try, I want too.

Do you consider yourself a good person?

I feel like Im the worst person in the world.
I truly wish I was a better person.
I wish I had a closer relationship with God.
There are so many things that I cannot change that I wished never happened.
I hope one day things become better.
I feel as if God has punished me my whole life.
Its like Im taking blame for what my mom has done.
But what is done is done and cant be changed.
I just hate how once life is going good, we get struck with something to knock us down.
Theres never just an OK time.
Tragedy strikes my life way too much, and Im not talking about death.
I dont know why I am grounded to where I live.
I feel like I cant handle the change.
But I hate my life where its at right now.
I want to get out and move, but i dont feel like I can.